Why Oh Why !

Why am I so jelous in almost everything happened surround him?
I mean, girls.. Yeahh..Everytime he surrounded by girls, i will be freaking jelous and mad..
I don't know what's wrong with me.. Is that a normal behaviour to be a super jelous person?
He used to be a person that full of jelousy to his ex-gf before..
And I'm pretty sure that he can control it now when he's with me..Coz I know the reason why they both broke up coz he can't control his jelousy..
But the problem now is me! Why I can't control it? :(
I mean, those girls are just his friends and I'd have my guy friends too..
But the feelings of not wanting your man mingles around girls and take pictures with them are hard to control.. I can't be really mad if he did that.. Urghhhhh!!! I should trust him, right? Right? Right?
I'm so loving if my boyfie got jelous with any guy that tries to go out with me.. Coz from that, I know that he loves me so much :)
But what i'm afraid is, one day I'll not feel any jelousy or mad about it.. You know why? That means, I am not in love with him anymore.. Or maybe I just got bored, sick & tired with all his bullshit..
So yeah..I hope he can understand why am I so jelous about other girls.. Coz if I'm not, you should start to worried about it hun.. Get it? :P

The Used Meet & Greet Pass

Well guys.. Guess what???
I"m freaking WON that Meet & Greet Pass !!! Alhamdulillah..I'm so happy!!!
The moment they announced the two winners on last friday night (19th April) i was so freaking terrified.
Like I can't breath if I didn't win it. I've been tweeting about The Used's coming to town like for two weeks! And Le Boyfie being soooo patient about me keep tweeting while he was talked to me or even tried to kiss me :P
I neglected him for two weeks..??hehehe..I'm so sorry baby..And I Love You for that!! :D
He was with me all the time..I was even wanted to jump & hug him just to tell him that I wont that pass BUT he was sleeping like a baby awwwweee too cute to just waken him up that rough! hehehe..He went to Ipoh to fetch Nana's lil'sis and before that he was so busy with his job and even went to Broga Hills with his friends, still he wanted to follow me to Ipoh..
Why oh why u're so kind and sweet to me??? *touched by his loves*
He was with me from friday to Sunday..I was the happiest person ever!!! (apart of getting that M&G pass! LOL)

And on saturday we both went to Midvalley just to buy The Used Ticket..
And he did a little surprise by giving me a red rose.. :')
I hold my tears thou! No one ever treat me like he does..He's so special..
Definately a keeper!! <3>
And do you know that he's too in love with me and everytime he said something touchy, he did crying..
Like OMG!!! WHY YOU HAVE TO BE SO CUTE & SWEET BABY??? *chews your chin&cheeks*
Hehehe..
I guess i will stop now..or else I'll brag more about him. What not to brag??? I have a wonderful & sweetest boyfie in entire planet!!! :D
Damn I'm in love with this guy ! ;)

#TheUsedLiveInKL

Yes, that title is a hashtag I currently crazy to spread on my twitter now..
I did that not because just wanna win Meet & Greet Pass for meeting Bert in person, but I did that so anyone will noticed it and go to the show and create an awesome crowd for The Used !
Well if you didn't know yet, my tweets are connected with my facebook.
So whatever I tweet about The Used, it will appear on my facebook too :D
I really really hope people can come to their solo concert ! And scream together with them !
They will promote their new album called VULNERABLE ! Haven't you guys check it out yet??
Its awesomeeeee and i can promise that !
And one more thing, can you guys pray for me? I wanna win that Meet & Greet Pass so badly ! I just wanna meet them & Bert especially ! Goshhhh.. Help me with a little  sincerity prayer ok? :)
Thanks ! My Twitter : @Fiffy_McCracken

Till then...

My Bert McCracken :)

The Used Live In KL , 19th May 2013

So, here I am still excited for THE USED is coming to town.
Lost in a few contest to win tickets and passes to Meet & Greet them.
But they will have more contest and I'll win the next M&G passes like seriously.
To those who won the contest and passes, congrats to you guys.
Hope you guys are real fan and not somekind of poseur, lol i'm kidding & a bit jelous here.
You guys are lucky bitches anyway! hahaha..

I won't stop tweeting about them coming here.
Its not about only to winning those passes and tickets, its about get THE USED to number #1 :)
Its so sad when actually not too many people know their exsistence. :|
Like seriously?? Where did you guys lived actually?? In the cave?? hahaha..
For those who didn't know them, please just take a look at their awesome videos clip at youtube.
Awesome songs and awesome singer & band members.
Or if you didn't have anything to do on 19th May of 2013, just go catch them live at KL Live will ya?
The ticket isn't expensive at all. Trust me, ITS WORTH IT ! :)

The Used is coming to KL again !!!

And I'm so freaking happy!!!
I'd still remember Bert's pinkie promise he promised to all of us at Rockaway 2011 !
And guess what??? He really made it !!! I haven't bought my tix yet, but soon i will !
Like seriously i wish for their solo concert at KL LIVE and guess what againnnnn???
They will held their concert at KL LIVE!!! Yayerzzzz for me!!
Oh god I'm so fucking happy like yeah I'll wait for them at KLIA or something!! :D
And the concert will be held at KL LIVE on 19th May 2013 !
Check this out!

Whoever will be going to see them, see you guys there!!! :D

With You, All Day Long :)

Yes, with you baby.. Everyday for the rest of our lives :)

Her Existence

Yesterday was my birthday.

Well, its not something to celebrate coz I hate any surprises coming.
But still, I got a little surprise from him. Thank you baby :')
Mom bought a cake and we all ate KFC that evening with him, momo and naza was snoring in my bedroom.

So yeah. That's the happiest part.

It didn't last that long. Trust me.

Here comes the part where I screwed up my last final paper yesterday,
Fought with him about silly things I always brought up to argue,
Got accident and it was fucked up after all,
Sent him home & still fight,
Not to mention, so many drama has created in that moment;
Ran in the rain, ran & hide here & there,
But endup pretty well and okay,
It was breaking my heart seeing him waved inside the bus, I felt really guilty. Really.
To you baby, I'm so sorry for what I've done to you. You know I always said something you don't like, do something can make you worry all the time and being a kiddo that need a slap in face.
Yes, I'm truly sorry for all that. But still, after all those silly fights; here I am standing still, with my love and feelings grow stronger each and everyday for you. I don't know how to tell you this, but I just love you so much and that love meter never decrease. Never.

Goodluck in your last paper.
Can't wait to have you here with me all the time.
And we can't never be apart anymore,
We will have a wonderfull journey of life together,
We will move to the next chapter in our book of love,
We will stay in love forever,
As forever is only a new beginning.

I love you & I'm sorry.